it's strange... i just opened my diary to look what i thoughts i had exactly a year ago. and i had exactly the same thoughts as today. revenge... i was thinking of revenge. and i'm still thinking of it. and i don't have any idea how is it going to happen. i'm gonna take a revenge from exactly the same person mentioned exactly a year ago.
and exactly a year ago i wrote this sentence, "what can you feel if you've been friends with someone for 5 years but he still doesn't know you?" how naive i was!!! how could he know me when he didn't care of knowing me at all? or maybe he knows me... but he just doesn't care. oh, i know how to call it... i know him TOO well...