i wonder who reads this LJ. i wonder why i keep it updated. i have nothing to say. well, i have much to say but i write it mostly in my handwritten journal and there's no need of translating the same thoughts for my LJ. or maybe there's a need... for someone. i'm not sure though if he reads this but i must keep my LJ updated just for him. even if he doesn't know who is he. c'mon, i know you read this! i hate you more than anybody else in this world!
...wait... i don't hate anybody. how could i hate him even if he hurt me sooo much! no, i don't hate him. i just don't love him as much as i did before. maybe i don't love him at all. i don't ignore him. i don't feel anythingto him. yes, you're too late. do you know who you are? or do i have to explain? no, no, you must guess. hehe, but what if you don't read this? what if you don't care how i am at all? that's not new! i've known it for ages. the only thing you care about, is you. narcisuss! maybe Lani wrote that song especially for you.
sometimes i think i'm crazy. i write so funny things in my LJ. well, i'm not going to delete the text above. it sounds really funny. i'll read it again one day and i'll laugh. or maybe i won't read like everyone does, hehe.