another sunday afternoon. woke up about half an hour ago. i'm planning my day now. have to finish my bioethics report today. it must be ready by thursday so i don't have time at all. i have a lot of work to do til thursday. this is my last free day til new year. TIL NEW YEAR.
this is my last free weekend. that's why i decided to see some of my friends yesterday. we had a great time as always.
yeah, also i made a bday card for Tatevik. i really like it. it has the colors of a sunset and in at the center is a photo of a real sunset that i made myself. inside it there are autumn leaves and also a short message for her. i hope she'll like it too.
i forgot to tell how i met Tatevik at last! i told her to come near our uni at 3pm and that she shouldn't be late even a second. and that she has to recognize me - i'm not going to tell her it's me. yeah, while i was getting there, she saw me and smiled. we took a taxi and went straight to the mental hospital. she didn't know where we were going at first but one of my classmates that was with us, was talking on her mobile and told that she's going to the mental hospital.
the psychology class was great, though i was the only one who knew the lesson. my teacher is amazing! maybe that's why i like the subject.
after the class we dedcided to walk. we walked from the mental hospital to the square of republic and then from there we walked to opera. i thought we had walked a lot but no! it was just 1.5 hours. i was tired like hell then...

oh, i'm tired of net. all my chat friends aren't online anymore. where are they? i use the msn messenger very rarely. no new e-mails in my mailbox. maybe i should go back to my real life, to my real friends.

i should've learned it from my past. i shouldn't have trusted him again. but i'm too stupid. all i have to do now is to sit down and cry and regret that i trusted him again. why don't i understand? he doesn't care about me! i know he doesn't. and every single word is enough for me to love him again. and i need 3 months to stop loving him. how long am i going to suffer? he doesn't deserve it! i may be the worst girl in the world but still... he doesn't deserve all thos that he took from me. i hate him sooooooooooooo much..... and i love him sooooooooooooooo much!!!!