a day full of anger and joy. a day full of surprises. a friday... a day of the end of autumn. a day when i thought the last autumn leaf was going to fall. yeah, it fell right on my head. the piece of my past... it came back again. and it's not hurting yet. and it won't hurt i hope. at least til the end of this autumn. and the autumn hasn't ended yet. and this one is not a new autumn. it had started last year when i thought it had ended last year. and i love him still.......