i can't believe. i'm still 17 but i'll become an adult in 6 days. are there going to be any changes in my life then? of course, nothing's gonna change without my will. omg, i'm not going to be a child anymore so i have to think like an adult. oh, i'm tired of such things. how long will this take? 18 years don't change anything. i've stopped being a child long ago. when did i become serious and when did i grow up? i can't say it clearly. i think i was about 15 years old. well, i still act like a kid but i think like an adult, i'm more careful. it's enough. i want to look at the world through pink glasses again. i want to act without thinking, i want to be mistaken again. but be lied again? cry again? i don't want, i really don't want. isn't it easier like this? pretend that you're a kid but be an adult inside. hm, but who told that i think like an adult? maybe it's not like that at all. maybe i'm still a child, a big child...

ok, so let's see what happened then...
Tatevik gave a correct answer to the second question as well. my second hint was... an autumn leaf with the word "hint" written with my own handwriting. i wrote a short message with the hint and i thought of a very hard question. i was with my neighbour when she gave the message to Tatevik and told her that she has 48 hours to answer. while she was talking to her, my pen pal was looking to me with a strange expression on her face. "maybe she thinks my face is familiar," i thought. i was sure that she wouldn't recognize me as she had seen me only in pics.
i didn't receive the answer during those 48 hours. she has practices this week so my neighbour can't find her in the uni. well, i have Tatevik's phone number. i called her in the afternoon and told her that she must answer to the question til 10pm or i'll send another question without a hint. i also asked her where are her practices. no, it wasn't easy for me to get there. she told me that we could stop the game for a week. well, i didn't tell her that i'm the one whose name she was going to guess. i'm sure she didn't recognize my voice as she had never heard it before.
i heard the sound of my pager at 9:58pm. this is what i received:
thanks for the very interesting game. i thought it was you from the very beginning and your last hints made me sure about who you are. you're Byurakn
so the game has ended. Tatevik won! can't wait for her next letter to know how she guessed everything!