It's Autumn, and raining-
The shadows, all waning,
Are shaking so drearily
Breaking so wearily:
It's raining and raining...

it was the first time this year that i asked myself: "is autumn already here?" i was answering my histology test at that moment. Tumanyan, that all students of our uni are afraid of him, looked at me with his deep blue eyes and asked about "Autumn Melody" that was published in "Medicus." Then asked to recite it in Armenian so i did it. i was thinking at that moment: "has autumn really arrived?" suddenly i felt lightness. i was too worried while i was answering. and i was surprised when Tumanyan told me that i got a 9. it was autumn... God...
i decided to walk home from the mental hospital. i felt the autumn leaves under my feet and the autumn sun rays that are still warm for the first time this year. i heard the voice of autumn, i felt its touch... and the colorful tress... i felt that i was happy. the only people that are able to look around themselves and notice the autumn, are happy people.
autumn... it's not just a season for me. it's a whole life for me. i remember with pleasure that autumn and all those magic moments when i loved someone more than ever. and i don't want to bring it back. i have a new autumn, i'll live new moments, i'll step on new leaves and a new wind will blow in my ears...