am i tired or lazy? i'm lazy when i'm tired and i'm tired when i'm lazy. so am i always tired? am i always lazy? i was reading physiology and i didn't know how i fell asleep right on my text-book. it was like all the information about leukocytes was going to enter my brain while i was asleep. and anouk was singing for me. no, i wasn't really asleep cuz i could hear anouk's voice. i thought i heard the whole album but when i opened my eyes, i noticed that i had slept only for 20 minutes. i had a strong headache that couldn't continue my reading. well, i quickly read everything about B-lymphocytes but then i couldn't read anymore. i wanted hot tea. so weird... didn't drink tea for ages and today... this is the 4th cup for today. maybe this will help. i have a little more physiology to read. i have a test tomorrow. and also some anatomy. oh, i thought this year was going to be easier but hell NO! why is it always like this? always... the new year is more difficult than the previous and when you think about the previous one, you say: "oh, it was easy. why did i think it was hard?" i'm going to repeat this sentence til the end of my life...