all that stress i had during last 3 days... all that tiredness and everything... i've never been so tired even after an exam when the semester ends. and now... just 3 days and i'm tired like hell and i'm stressed and i have a very strong headache. my mum think i'm pretending. but i really have a headache like hell.
byurie, stop it!!! you should accept everything as it is. Sahakyan won't be back. think about it!!! even if you hate the subject now, you must learn it. you need it!!! this was a lesson too. i've learned that how much you love the subject depends on who is your teacher. well, lemon. he's not as scary as some say. he's bad for bad students but good students love him very much. ok, ok, he's a great teacher!!! yeah, he really is... oh, i want to see Sahakyan at least for saying hi but she doesn't seem to appear in the uni.
and not just histology. we have a new russian teacher too. well, our old teacher wants us back. we want her back too. we'll do it i think cuz it will be too much for us... losing all of our good teachers. the anatomy teacher is a new one too but that's ok. you can hardly find a group which has had the same anatomy teacher for 3 semesters.
and many other problems too. my friends annoy me. i don't do my homeworks with pleasure. well, i've never done them with pleasure but at least i was doing them before. all i do now is that i just have a look at the text-book and nothing more. what's wrong with me? it's not december and not may. it's september!!! so i'm supposed to do my homeworks very well.
and today... we had a psychology class in the psychiatric hospital. we had only 10 minutes to get there so we ordered a taxi. as we didn't have a lecture (the lecturer was ill), we called the taxi service and asked to be there 10 minutes earlier. yeah, we had ordered 2 cars as we were 8 people. first, the first car was 5 minutes late. second, it had a problem so the driver called them and asked to send 2 more other cars. it was about 3pm and we had to be there at 3:10pm!!!! i argued with the driver and told him we didn't need his cars and that we were late for the class. so we took random taxi from the street and those were of course a lot more expensive. shit, we were 10 minutes late!!! good the teacher understood us...
and a lot more added to those (and of course less sleep and less eating:(). think i'm going crazy. i must have a very good rest this weekend before starting even a harder week.