i'm not asleep yet cuz i'm waiting for my mum. she'll be here soon. i just called to airport and they told me that the plane arrived at 4:40am.
she had been away just for 4 weeks. i think i didn't miss her much this time cuz she leaves us for 3 months usually. i didn't even notice how those weeks passed. ok, the first one i've spent in sevan. the second one i've spent by having a loooooot of fun in yerevan and missing those people from sevan. the third one was pretty boring. and the fourth was so-so. some days were awesome and some were boring like hell.
i'd say i've lived an interesting life. there are hours/days that i get really bored but i'm not an exception. everyone has it. i'm lucky cuz those hours/days aren't for me aren't as many as for other people. it's just too hot and i dunno why i can't enjoy hot weather. i remember that years ago i enjoyed walking down the streets even when it was 40 degrees!!! and now... more than 30 and... byurie, you should stay at home. hehe, maybe it's because i'm too old. lol, a 17-year-old TOO old girl.
what more do i have left to do in this life? i've done almost everything and i'm still a teenager. i've met too many kinds of people and i've learned a lot from them. i've been in some countries in europe and i hope i'll go there again. i've been in love with someone and i've given him my whole heart. that's why i'm unable to love again. i already hate guys but women usually do it when they're in their thirties or forties. i've had the best life-teacher in the world - alanis. i found out for myself who is God (the most important thing in someone's life). i study where i (quite) want. one more dream to come true... i want to leave armenia and study in europe... do it, byurie, c'mon, this country is not your place!!!
ah, waiting for my mum and dunno what to do and i write some stupid things. byurie, go and take a nap for some minutes. your mum will be here soon and you have to wake up early in the morning!!! lol, it's already a morning...