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August 1st, 2004

crazy thoughts

  • Aug. 1st, 2004 at 2:05 AM

you are a spirit that knows of no limit...
you are a spirit that knows of no limit...
you are a spirit that knows of no limit...
you are a spirit that knows of no limit...
you are a spirit that knows of no limit...

don't think i'm crazy... or maybe i am. i wasn't lazy to type all those words above. i didn't copy-paste them. i typed them. oh, alanis, i wish i could love like you. how has changed you this love!!! i want some changes in my life too.

you are a spirit that knows of no limit...

and it's funny, alanis, i don't listen to knees of my bees right now. i don't listen to any of your music. i'm again with joan baez. her music is so peaceful. and so is your scc i think. but... i don't know why i want to listen to joan again and again.
i'm lonely, i'm sad, i'm peaceful, i'm worried, i'm nervous, i'm excited, i'm nostalgic, i'm... maybe i'm crazy

Aug. 1st, 2004

  • 11:21 PM

thinking of my past again... what was my life like in the past 4-5 years? i think i've lived a full life. that's why now i'm so bored. nothing interests me anymore... going to cascade and reading or writing... doesn't sound exciting like it did before. a cup of ice tea, starsailor, night, garden, flowers, looking at the stars... still not exciting. chatting with different people... nooo.... AU... no, that one not too. meeting with my friends... no. going to a disco and dancing til death... i'm sooooo tired of those different kinds of discos. or perhaps a concert will make my day better? no, not interesting... movies? oh, no. i don't like movies. now WHAT DO I WANT????????????????????? WHAT? WHAT? perhaps i want a new life. perhaps i should live like other armenian girls of my age. perhaps i should stay at home and do housework. oh, it's boring too. i don't want anything. i just want peace.

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