July 20th, 2004
i went to watch a movie with my brother. then we went to Cascade. my bro went to talk with his friends and i sat down to write a little in my diary. i was writing about all the summer vacations i had. i was comparing those. i'm sure that this summer is different from all the others. then it began to rain, so i decided to come home. i felt the smell of the rain while i was coming home. i thought: "years ago i loved this smell... now i hardly even notice it..." so i came home. there were 2 messages on the answering machine. one of them was my bro's friend and the other was a girl named anahit who was at the camp with me. she told me to call her. i looked in my notebook and noticed that i didn't have her number. i also noticed that i had written only one number of someone who was at the camp. i decided to call her and ask if she has anahit's number. nobody answered. then i called margarita (she was at the camp too and i knew her from the uni so i had her number). nobody answered. i decided to call aida (her number was easy so i remembered it by heart). the answering machine answered. i checked my mail to see if i had received the email with everybody's numbers and email addresses who had been at the camp. there were no new messages. i checked my other mailboxes to see if i have any messages from anybody. i had just 2 new advertisments. i switched on my msn. all my friends were offline or away. i switched on my aim to talk with my mum. she wasn't online. entered AU. it was boring there. it was 21:25. i remembered that i promised to call a guy with whom i had met in a chat. he wasn't at home. so what else could i do? i opened my LJ and decided to write all these and listen to music.
- Mood:
bored - Music:alannah myles - bad4you
