i'm leaving tomorrow. kind of happy. my mum is leaving too. i won't see her for 4 weeks. i'm gonna miss her. i'm gonna miss her more than ever. i felt more connected to her in the last few months. i love her more than ever.
but i'm excited cuz tomorrow will be my first trip/vacation with my friends, without family. i'm going to enjoy being near the lake. ooh, i hate to swim there. it's not a place for swimming. very dangerous. i'm going to forget everything during those 7 days. it's hard for me to be far from home. i know i'm going to miss my mum, my friends, my room, my fav places in my city. no, i must forget about everything or i'll spoil my vacation. it happened in winter 2000/2001 when i went to paris with my grandma. i began to miss from the 3rd day we were there. maybe it was because of grandma... she didn't let me do whatever i wanted. i'll be with my friends in Sevan. maybe that will help me to forget everything. hehe, i'm not even taking alanis's cds. so i'm going to miss her too...