January 24th, 2004
feeling of loneliness again but it's a nice, a happy loneliness. i was walking down the streets again and i was all alone again. i saw some all friends who didn't recognize me. that made me happy. i wanted to shout that i'm lonely but happy. i was walking and i felt that i love my city sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. i don't want a bf anymore. i don't want to love and be loved by someone. i want to run and write with my foot prints: "i'm lonely."
