i was waiting for that snow and it's falling. it's snowing calmly, it's snowing sadly, it's snowing slowly. it's the same snow that whispered last year: "you're uninvited." it's the same snow which will make the city white, which will clean and erase the past year and open the doors for the new one. on its white will be written: "2004." then people will walk on it and make mud. then the snow will melt, get dry and leave us. then the spring will come and everybody will wake up and shine.
i was walking down the streets while it was snowing. i was covered by the cold-cold snow but i didn't feel cold. it was warm inside me. and i was alone as always i am when it's snowing with so big snow-flakes. i was looking at that flakes and remembering their song: "you're uninvited." i wanted to have someone nearto tell what the snow tells me and what i feel while the snow is next to me. alas, there was nobody around. i was alone in that fairy-tale. the fairy-tale was for me only, it was kissing me only. i was hearing new words from the lips of the sky. those words were everywhere - in the sky, in the air, in people's throats, in my hair and inside myself. and the sky was repeating: "sometimes i hear my voice and it's been here silent all these years."
the real surprise was waiting for me. suddenly the snow-flakes became even more bigger. they were falling and falling. i was still walking and listening to tori. i was looking up and seeing a snow-flake infinity. i was smiling. i was happy. i loved everyone at that moment and i was ready to forgive everyone. and even if HE appeared in front of me at that moment, i was ready to forgive HIM and i was ready to jump into HIS arms. i wanted to lay down in the snow and close my eyes. then i'd feel the snow with my lips and with my eyelashes, i'd hear it's voice, i'd feel it's white coldness. i wanted to run, to hug the snow, to play with it's flakes. and tori was everywhere even though i was the only who heard her...