it's my fault. now i know that. it's my fault that i was separate from my classmates at high school and now i'm separate from my groupmates at uni. they're all different but i'm the same. i can't have friends who are not a little like me. well, i have friends in the uni and they're closer than my groupmates. all that jealousy... i hate that. some of my groupmates are jealous. that's really dangerous. they may mix up all my relations with others. i'm afraid. a simple thing happened today when i argued with a boy from another group. it was something that one of my groupmates had done cuz they told the boy things that i hadn't really said. i couldn't find the one who did that but i doubt it was one of the 2 girls of my group... why did they need my argue with the boy????